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  I saw her weighing this up in her head. Again her weakness for Roman entertainments would prove to be my Trojan horse. ‘Please, Martina,’ I whined, although I could already see her weakening.

  She reached into her stola and Lygdus’s eyes went as wide as bowls. Her hand emerged, fingering a blue glass vial. My heart raced at the sight of it but I knew not to ask how it was that she always travelled bearing poisons. I saw that the breath had quickened in my domina’s chest too.

  ‘This one is very slow,’ said Martina.

  ‘Good, good – it’ll creep up over time, just like the one you gave my domina’s first husband.’

  Her look held disdain that I should dare to refer to her past successes.

  ‘A drop of this in the cena?’ I suggested. ‘A drop in every evening’s meal?’

  ‘That’ll destroy it,’ she said. ‘Flavours and spices make it lose its power.’

  This was a different poison than I had encountered before.

  ‘It works across many months,’ Martina went on, ‘and when it finally builds to the right dose within the victim, delirium follows, then death.’

  ‘But it can’t be put in food?’

  ‘Didn’t I just tell you that, slave?’

  ‘Then how do I administer it?’

  This was of no concern to Martina.

  ‘What about wine?’

  ‘That will destroy it as effectively as food.’

  ‘Water then?’

  ‘You could try it.’

  ‘It works in water?’

  ‘It works very well,’ Martina replied. ‘But it tastes of nettles. And there’s a nasty aftertaste of sour apples too.’

  This left me bewildered. ‘How can I give it without the victim knowing?’

  Martina just smiled. ‘Aren’t you supposed to be a cunning slave?’

  I saw a malicious spark in watching Livia’s eyes.

  ‘I know how to do it,’ Lygdus suddenly piped up.

  I wouldn’t hear him. ‘This is typical of you,’ I spat angrily at Martina. ‘Your gifts are never gifts, are they? They’re torments!’

  ‘Iphicles!’ Lygdus cried out from the door. He could see our hopes being lost to the wind.

  I wouldn’t be warned. ‘Why can’t you just give us something that works?’ I demanded of the witch. ‘Like the poison you used on Marcellus – and poor Agrippa too? Or the same stuff you gave to the domina to feed Octavian? Why do you have to make things so hard?’

  Martina’s fingers snapped around the vial in a fist. ‘I’ve changed my mind,’ she said. ‘Find yourself another witch.’

  ‘Iphicles!’ Lygdus wailed in despair.

  I leaped at Martina’s hands, screaming obscenities at her. We grappled like monkeys as I scratched and bit at her to prise the vial from her grasp. Martina spat in my eye and the foul phlegm seemed to sizzle like burning oil. ‘Give it to me! Give it to me!’ I shrieked.

  She kicked me in the shins and I howled in further pain. ‘You filthy whore!’

  Martina cackled with glee until I robbed her of power by throwing myself hard to the floor, taking her with me and causing us to roll together like serpents in a ditch. Then all light left the room as a colossal form fell from the heavens to land on top of us, flushing the wind from our lungs and pinning us both beneath its bulk. It was Lygdus. The vial shot from Martina’s hands and went spinning across the floor.

  ‘Get it!’ I spluttered.

  All three of us scuttled after the thing but I managed to gain the lead. I heard a sickening thud as Lygdus kicked the pursuing Martina. I couldn’t see where the vial had gone. ‘Find it!’ I screamed.

  Lygdus upturned furniture and threw aside chairs. He flung himself at the tapestry that covered the wall and ripped it from its rings, exposing the storage shelves behind. The vial was lodged in the lowest space, wedged against earthenware bowls. ‘I see it!’ He snatched it up in triumph.

  As the eunuch and I turned around to gloat at Martina, I saw the tiniest movement at my domina’s lips. Something was there and then wasn’t; something small and white. Had she swallowed it? My head was ringing and my nose was running blood. I decided my eyes were playing tricks. Martina stood next to her, grinning at us, her left arm hanging loose from her shoulder. Lygdus had dislocated it when he’d kicked her.

  ‘Well, that was fun,’ she purred. She took hold of her swinging arm and manipulated herself for a moment until the limb popped back into place. She’d clearly experienced a dislocation before.

  With that, she strode regally to the door, the rays of rosy sunset striking the hump on her back through the open windows. She paused for a second, letting the sun turn the stola fabric a dull orange where it stretched across her deformity. Liking the effect this had upon Lygdus, she gave him a wink. He looked like he was about to be sick.

  ‘Well, I’ll be off, then,’ she said.

  She stole into the corridor and was gone.

  I gave no further thought as to how she might leave Oxheads without me to escort her – she’d been pulling similar escape tricks for decades. Likewise, I gave no other thought as to how I might find her again. I was arrogant in my victory; I had won the poison and now held the power of life and death in my hands.

  But as Lygdus and I relished our little triumph, we were startled when Martina’s head reappeared. ‘Let me know when it works, won’t you?’

  A little thrown, I nodded automatically. But it was only when she had vanished again that it occurred to me she had not been looking in my direction when she made her final words.

  She had been looking at my domina.

  The blood of twelve good men stained the sand at Flamma’s feet, his own blood with them, running from his limbs in streams. Yet still he stood, while none around him did. He was the last left alive. He had dispatched his first opponent in little more than a minute, and the astonished mob demanded he be given another. When that man, too, had joined his colleague in death, another man was thrown at him, and then another and then another, until the mob lost count. Flamma killed them all. Some took little more than seconds, others longer, providing the mob with the spectacle they craved.

  At first no one knew his name; few had even listened when it was announced. But as the bodies piled up around him and, from the Imperial box, Castor forbade the slaves to carry them away, the mob demanded to know who he was – this star they had never seen before, who killed his fellow men as easily as mice. When the twelfth and final man was dead, Castor called out the question so that the enthralled and dumbfounded mob would hear the reply and remember it.

  ‘I am Flamma,’ he answered.

  His name was taken up by all, repeated like an echo around the tiers – like a prayer. Their cherished favourites were barely minutes dead but already the mob had a new star – a shining, freshly painted god to laud in bright graffiti all over Rome. Another cry arose at once: ‘Thirteen! Thirteen! Thirteen!’

  Castor listened to it build then looked to the exhausted, bloody man staring up at him from the sand. Castor’s foot abscess gave him pain but it was nothing, he knew, to what this Flamma must feel, having killed twelve and now facing the mob’s demand that he take on a thirteenth. ‘They want your fight to go on,’ Castor called down to him.

  Flamma just nodded, ready, blood trickling into his eyes.

  Castor felt for the handkerchief and went to raise his hand to signal that a thirteenth opponent be brought. Then a woman stood up in her seat behind him and held his arm. Flamma saw her whisper in his ear, and as she did so, her hooded veil fell from her head, revealing rings of golden hair. It was Agrippina. Castor’s brow creased but she was adamant in what she said to him. Castor nodded at last and Agrippina returned to her chair, folding her hands in her lap but leaving her fallen hood upon her shoulders.

  Castor turned to the mob. ‘We have a new hero at this Ludi and his name is Flamma!’

  The mob was ecstatic.

  ‘But twelve good kills is enough for a hero –
Hercules himself stopped at that amount. Flamma is named the Widow’s champion!’

  The mob reacted with glee to this news.

  ‘So, I say that Flamma has earned a rest,’ Castor concluded. ‘Let him fight again for us another day!’

  There were some howls of disappointment at first, until cries of support for Castor’s words – and Agrippina’s connection – began to drown out the others. Then sentiment took hold entirely and the arena mob rose to its feet, stamping and screaming and applauding Flamma, while the musicians took their cue to blast upon the tubas and the choir began a reprise of the most popular song.

  Flamma’s eyes met Agrippina’s, where she sat upright and graceful in her chair. She was so very far above him, like the goddess of vengeance that he likened her to, while he was far beneath, her savage beast of prey. But there was pride in Agrippina’s eyes, pride in his achievements – pride that she had been the one who had claimed him. Flamma mouthed two heartfelt words to her – ‘thank you’ – which Agrippina saw and understood with a smile.

  Then he gripped his sword in his fingers and plunged it into his chest.

  My domina let the little white ball loll upon her tongue, feeling it there and enjoying the sensation of its textured surface. It was hard and strong, but not so strong that it wouldn’t shatter if she bit it. She was gentle with this thing – it was precious.

  Livia’s mouth filled with spittle and the desire to swallow was strong, but this special thing could not be eaten. A string of drool left her lips, gathering at her chin and I saw it – although at this time I had no idea of what she harboured.

  ‘Look at you, domina,’ I chastised.

  I mopped her face and she wouldn’t look at me as I did so. I took this for shame on her part and returned to my place at the wall, feeling the little blue vial safely in the pocket of my tunica as I began to snooze.

  My domina waited until my eyes were closed before allowing the little white ball to slip beneath her tongue. There it rested, safe and warm. She had nestled such a thing with her body once before, long ago, when she had mothered a chicken’s egg cupped in her hands until a tiny rooster emerged. This new thing was also an egg, and Livia had the will to mother it for the many months required until a very different beast would emerge.

  It would be a test of her endurance, but she would pass. She had to.

  The baby within this egg would be her saviour.

  The Day of Ill Omens

  October, AD 21

  One month later: the anniversary of the

  Battle of Arausio

  Only those who have never known true disaster use a word like ‘catastrophe’ with ease, applying it to trivial matters – a ruined hairstyle, an oil-stained gown, a malaria plague in the slave quarters. But those who have suffered through calamity at its worst and survived it remember forever the day that it befell them; the horrors and loss are seared into their minds. If there are enough survivors – and for many catastrophes, this has not been so – the date passes into the shared memory of a nation. In Rome we declare dies nefasti – days of ill omens – when true catastrophes occur. They become annual dates marked on the calendar – to be feared.

  On an official level the courts are suspended on the nefasti, and the Senate too; no voting may take place. On an unofficial level some people choose not to leave their beds, spending the day with covers drawn across their faces or in the company of distracting slaves. Others polish their household gods – the Lares and Penates – and say urgent prayers to their family’s genius, the spirit that is passed down from their ancestors. But others still – younger people, mostly, and those blessed with arrogance and a belief in their own indestructibility – laugh in the face of such measures and go about their business as they would on any other day.

  The third day before the Nones of October is the anniversary of the Battle of Arausio, one of the blackest dies nefasti of them all. On this day, one hundred and twenty-six years before the events I am about to detail, one of the greatest catastrophes in history befell Rome. Two vast armies of the Republic ranged themselves against the marauding Germanic tribes of the Cimbri and the Teutoni. The two armies of Rome had two great commanders, Caepio and Maximus, whose bitter personal feud prevented the armies from cooperating. The debacle that ensued saw the destruction of both commanders and over eighty thousand Roman men.

  Livilla counted herself among those Romans who paid no heed to dies nefasti. The greatest military loss that Rome had ever known meant nothing to her. Instead, she was merely startled to find the eunuch in the hall.

  ‘Lygdus? Are you serving us again?’

  The crouching eunuch’s hands hovered over her street shoes, not daring to touch yet. ‘If my domina allows it.’

  ‘Aren’t you attending my grandmother?’

  ‘Of course.’ He raised his face and made a shy smile at her. ‘But I miss my domina.’

  Livilla rolled her eyes. ‘What are we to do with you?’ But she didn’t move her feet when Lygdus’s moist, fat fingers made contact. She allowed him to slip off her shoes.

  ‘Perhaps I can serve two great ladies?’ he whispered.

  ‘That depends upon your master,’ Livilla said, closing her eyes and sinking into a chair as Lygdus began to gently rub her feet. In truth, she had missed her attentive slave and had no intention of objecting to Livia being abandoned.

  Carrying her purchases from the textile market, Livilla’s maids slipped past the eunuch’s bulk – one of them deliberately kicked him in the rump as she did, displeased to see him back. Lygdus barely felt it. ‘What a pleasure it is to comfort you, domina,’ he breathed into Livilla’s toes.

  She half-opened one eye and saw that Lygdus had filled a footbath. ‘That looks very inviting,’ she sighed. ‘You think of everything. Pull it over here so that I can bathe my feet in it.’

  Lygdus stiffened. ‘I have this balm instead, domina.’ He held up a little earthenware pot. ‘It is soothing and sweet smelling.’

  ‘Can’t I bathe my feet first?’

  ‘Try this wonderful balm – it is one of the domina Livia’s.’

  Livilla opened both her eyes. ‘Why fill a bath for me and then not use it?’

  Lygdus pressed his face into the floor. ‘It is not filled for my domina,’ he mumbled with the deepest apology. ‘It is for my dominus.’

  There was a long pause, and Lygdus felt his breath condensing on the floor mosaic.

  ‘Is he home?’ Livilla asked.

  ‘Not yet,’ said Lygdus. ‘The dominus is out with his nephews.’

  A dab of something cold touched Livilla’s arch. She shivered. Then Lygdus’s caring hands began to smooth the cream into her skin. The chill of it soon went away. ‘The balm,’ Lygdus said.

  Livilla smelled the scent of roses. ‘It is very nice,’ she murmured, closing her eyes once more.

  Lygdus cast a quick glance at the brimming footbath in the corner. He applied another dab of balm to Livilla’s heel, making the scent of roses stronger. He breathed in deep – and Livilla did the same. ‘The perfume is exquisite, isn’t it, domina?’

  ‘I adore roses,’ Livilla sighed.

  Lygdus sighed too – with relief. The wisps of steam from the footbath would go undetected. The eunuch had not felt wholly confident in the lies he would have told Livilla, had she asked him why the master’s bathwater smelled of nettles and sour apples.

  Saturnalia

  December, AD 21

  Two months later: Sacrovir of the Aedui,

  the leader of the Gallic rebellion, commits

  suicide at Augustodunum in the face of

  certain defeat

  The first crack in the shell awoke my domina at once. In the blackness of her room, while my soft snores came from the pallet near her bed, Livia felt the egg turn beneath her tongue of its own accord. The crack widened. The beast was being born. Gently, Livia let the egg rise to rest upon the surface of her tongue, so tha
t the tiny thing inside could fill her mouth when the moment came. She opened her lips, letting the night air play upon her teeth and gums while the creature struggled within.

  The beast flexed itself, pressing hard against its prison and gaining strength, forcing itself free. Excitement threatened to claim Livia, but she willed herself to stay silent, making no sound that would betray the indescribable happiness she felt. The crack in the shell widened again. The beast pushed with all its might and a lid was made. The egg opened and the beast’s head emerged. The tiny thing took its first breath of the scented night air.

  On my pallet I stirred, as if aware in my dreams that something marvellous and new had entered the world. ‘Domina …’ I breathed in my sleep. ‘Are you all right, domina?’

  The beast in Livia’s mouth went still. When I made no more sound, Livia opened her lips wide in the dark. The smell of desert sands emerged, the smell of heat and wind and beating desert sun. The newborn beast slipped past her lips and took its first view of the world. In the blackness of the room it looked around itself with cunning, vicious eyes. It was a viper, a night adder – a beast of darkness and death.

  The tiny serpent slid down my domina’s cheek, nestling in the cup of her throat for a moment before it slipped inside the space between her breasts. It was her child, this beast, and it loved her as a child must love its mother. The snake encircled my domina’s nipple, its tongue flicking her skin in loving caress. Then it opened its mouth to suckle.

  Livia gave a cry as the fangs met her flesh. I stirred in my sleep again. ‘Are you all right, domina?’ I muttered.

  ‘Hush now,’ Livia whispered in my dreams. ‘My baby is feeding at my breast …’

  The Kalends of March

  AD 22

  Three months later: Gaius Junius Silanus,

  governor of Asia Minor, is found guilty of

  offences against the majesty of Tiberius

  and banished to the island of Gyaros

  The pantomimus danced with such a grace as Tiberius had never before seen. The beautiful youth leaped and fell and leaped again, as if his body weighed no more than a leaf. His every gesture was exquisite; his every emotion was conveyed with perfection unsurpassed.